Well, my wacky sister has dragged me to the blogging field. She swears by it, she loves it , she lives by it....wacky, wacky wacky.....anyway here I go.....
Why the sad angel on my big introduction day? It is who I am for this moment... My very best friend died almost three years ago and he called me before he passed and made me promise to spread his ashes at the ocean. His "real" family could not bring themselves to let his ashes go until now. They had spread part of them in the woods up North, he wanted that...and then he wanted me to bring him to the ocean. I promised. I have to. Now that his ashes are here and I can finally do it I feel a very big hole in my heart filling up. I did not realize that I have been carrying this with me for three years, pushing it down, waiting, waiting , waiting....well now he's here and it is time...I think I'll wait , keep him near a little while longer until I am ready to let him go....
Why the sad angel on my big introduction day? It is who I am for this moment... My very best friend died almost three years ago and he called me before he passed and made me promise to spread his ashes at the ocean. His "real" family could not bring themselves to let his ashes go until now. They had spread part of them in the woods up North, he wanted that...and then he wanted me to bring him to the ocean. I promised. I have to. Now that his ashes are here and I can finally do it I feel a very big hole in my heart filling up. I did not realize that I have been carrying this with me for three years, pushing it down, waiting, waiting , waiting....well now he's here and it is time...I think I'll wait , keep him near a little while longer until I am ready to let him go....
5 comments:
I knew I would get you here! Adding you to my list for all to find. Wonderful profile info...differences??? Who...you and me???? ;)
He knows you've been waiting for him and he will be patient while you find your inner strength.
Okay...now, explain the whole Maebelle Park thing to everyone..HA!
Your Sissie...ME!
Welcome to blogland...
So many friends to be made, you'll love it!
Thanks for the visit...
Priscilla
Hi Dawn, welcome to the blogging world! We're so glad you're here....you will find sweet friends, amazing encouragement and a incredible inspiration! I'm so sorry about your loss and it's good that you are keeping him near you for awhile. You will know when you're ready to complete your precious friend's request. Your profile is beautiful, I love that you are your family....now, what about the whole Maebelle Park thing?
Thank you for visiting my blog, Dawn! Glad you've joined us,
xxoo,
Dawn
Hi Dawn! Welcome! Like Priscilla said, you will meet many, many lovely people blogging and get some great ideas and recipes, too!
Love your banner!
Adding you to my roster!
xo
Becky
Sad story, but beautiful in rememberance you are doing with his ashes. I too have lost some close friends (see my in memory section of my blog). Know they are in much better hplace and hands now. AGain-great pic! did you take it?
I am going to add you to my blog roll.
Post a Comment